Since I have attended gathering then I always cry in solitude and ask for forgiveness. May Allah Al MIGHTY forgives me as his blessings are unlimited. On the way home I bought your book the “ways of awakening modern”
Respected Hazart Hakeem sahib Asslamo Alaikum! I listen to your seminar regularly; if I don’t listen to it on Thursday then I do it on Friday, Saturday essentially. I had a great wish to attend into the Ubqari spiritual gathering. I used to cry a lot that oh Allah please helps me travel to Tasbeeh Khana as I didn’t even have the money for travel. After some days I had a pleasant surprise, my husband said himself would you like to go to Lahore to visit Ubqari gathering. I replied instantly why not?
Then we both together got ready and my husband also convinced his cousin and his wife. We asked for travelling expense on debt and became a part of gathering. Believe you me; we thanked Allah so much that I a no body also got a chance to come here. We all did pledge from you.
Before getting pledged I saw a very bad, insulting dream may god forgive me? I am not worthy of all these blessings. After being a part of Ubqari gathering I got a solution of so many tensions. I got a solution to all my bad whispers in my mind in the form of Surah Kafroon. Since I have attended gathering then I always cry in solicitude and ask for forgiveness. May he might forgive me as his blessings are unlimited. On the way home I bought your book the “ways of awakening modern”
After reading it now I feel badly that I did all small and big sins beyond the limits. And I have done them all. Now I say prayer of repentance. I do a job which I want to leave. I have spent more than half of my life in vulgarity. I spent life in disobedience of Allah. May Allah forgive me? I want to obey my Allah. By the grace of Allah after the gathering Allah has bestowed upon me a lot of blessings and I am hopeful that in future this will continue. Now I focus in prayer a lot. I often pray that such time might not come on me that my faith is taken away from me and die a sinner. Then I pray a lot before Allah a lot. I also ask my children to pray a lot too. Hence today it is the blessing of Allah that my bad habits are changing a lot but along with that this tension and fear is also there that I might not end up with proudness. And then these things might end from inside me. And I might return to that same bad world as I always want to stay connected with religion. Gathering has totally changed me as it has taken me out of swamps of sins and put it in the sea of relations.
By the grace of god we will definitely attend the next gathering. Allah may give you success and virtue Amin. (Mamoona tariq Village Sang jani)
